Dead In The Water

My uncle's a drunk. A heroin addict too. Bet you didn't see that one coming!
He's an asshole, but my family will never get rid of him.
Mom thinks this time we will, since he threatened my dad's life.
We'll see.
I hate how they can't see just how much it's fucking everyone else up. Or at least me.
I hate that man.
HATE. (keyword)
Another reason to be thankful I now live in GBG.
Apparently Zac's been poping morphine pills and oxys too.
Guess he changed.
I had a really good weekend too! Untill the drama....
Went out to bar room saturday night<3
Danced my troubles away.
Liz's boyfriend was there. We danced. Came home to a facebook message from him. He thinks I'm beautiful and has a crush on me.
Fuuuuck.
Do I tell Liz or not?
-Well, if she finds out it's more shit for me if i dont tell her...
-It's kind of creepy her BOYFRIEND says this to me...
-She's one of my best friends...
I told her.
I need to get weed.
I keep thinking to myself oh, I'm going to quit smoking i need the money.
I'm going to quit drinking too.
The chances of either... slim to none.
I think I'm getting to the point where I'm just done feeling things.

I'm going to start a new diet.
Cigarettes, dancing, and protein bars.
Except I lost my pack of smokes from last night...