I went to coffee today with Jon.
It was weird, nice, fun, interesting...i liked it?
I really don't even know what to say right now.
Like Jon...is Jon..the boy I grew up with.
My first boy best friend.
My first 'boyfriend' (kindergarten relationships count right? haha)\
I can't even think of the words to describe anything.
He joined the marines and just got back from bootcamp.
I haven't seen him since I moved the summer before junior year.
But...it's Jon.
And the goodbye was kind of awkward...
I can't read him.
I can read anyone else when they're in person.
But I can't read him.
Why do I care right now? SHUT UP BRAIN!
I read my tarot last night for the first time in a long while. I started with the 2 of swords reversed...and ended with the page of cups... I'm kind of freaked out.
Life is slowly starting to fuck me over I think...
I hate consequences.
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