I wish I had a single thought the least bit legitimitate enough

Things won't change.
I already know it.
I'm hoping for something I know won't happen.
I should just start packing now.
In one ear out the other.
Examples from last week to tonight.
I'm speaking in circles.
Everyone else is too afraid of what they'll miss to change.
I shouldn't have to run away to live comfortably.
I'm sick and tired of it.
I need a change to benefit myself.